...In every person's life when he must admit to himself an unbearable truth. I have tried to deny it; and faced with the ravages of intense self-reflection, I chose to persevere, hoping that maybe amongst the hormones and passions it meant a little more. However, rationality has slapped me in the face and knocked some sense into me once again. As such, I must swallow that jagged pill and come to terms with a harsh reality:
I was used, for my penile prowess and nothing more.